Believe it or not.
I've been contemplating death a lot lately.
How hard it would be in a sense that leaving certain people behind (oscar & anothony being only few that mean anything to me right now) and how easy it would be considering (there's so many way to kill one's self).
I think about dying at least 27 times a day. maybe 26 yesterday, since i visited a good friend and listened to him say sad sayings off of tinyghosts.com (you should visit that site as soon as your able body can)
Hearing other sad people say sad things only made me relize. i'm sad, myself.
I constantly feel strung out and weak. like a beaten old bag. used & used again.
lets die together.
