ghostly arrows.
i hear a sad ring,we killed the calm sound;no?
I received my financial award letter today. not even enough for tuition...and my mother cackled all day about how children should make their own living, receive no help from extremely wealthy parents blah blah blah. it seemed like she was pretending she is rich, when in reality she isn't, but it doesn't mean they can't help me out. Do they really need a/c in every room of the house, like the bathroom?or plastic surgery? or their big suv?or big 42 inch flatscreen?sometimes. parents. can be so selfish and child-like. "if we help pay for your education, what about our manicures and pedicures?!?!!?how will we afford those wendy?!!?!?"
i hate everyone.
right now.
I can't go to the school of my dreams. all these years pushing for a goal, that i never knew i couldn't afford nor did my parents care for.
note to all kids: drop out of school, your parents will not help you get into college anyways!
wish i was told that before i graduated.I am calculating possibilities of transferring to FIDM, and yes I know that school sucks and has a horrible fashion department, but if I got the skill and talent...does it matter where I go to college?I think I can survive seeing a few 80's ensembles on a bunch of bleach blond fashion victim valley girls. Just for two years or maybe even less...who knows.
I think I'm gonna shave my head, what do you think?
